I don’t pretend to be a perfect person, though I would like to be. My heart is in the right place and I know what I want in life…. even if I feel like it will take forever to achieve it. I’m full of this and that and empty of nothing. I love my kids more than life itself and if it wasn’t for them I would not be here today. Some people exaggerate when they say that but I truly mean it. James was given to me as I ascended into hell, and he at least kept me stuck in purgatory all these years. No one is to blame for my life, or accountable for it. Hayden helped me further even though at times he seems to set me back a step or two, and David is the one who grabbed them up to give me strength. Lately I feel like this strength is so close yet so far away…. if only it was something you could feel, or see.. but its not. Its just not.
All in all, I love my family and am forever grateful that I have them in my life to keep a cool head on my shoulders because if I didn’t have such amazing support.. purgatory may have fell underneath me years ago.
Special thanks to Mom, Amber, the boys and David for being my rocks in an eternal garden of hard place. I love you all very much.